Things facing me today.
In a little while, I am going to pick up Princess from my mum's place and we are going to drive to Canberra. My brother lives in Canberra and my sister and her family are there visiting. I had planned to go up this past week but couldn't because I was working.
But then the Cats got into the Grand Final.
And I know everyone will be at my brother's watching. Us three kids haven't ever watched Geelong in a GF together before. My sister and I went to the 1995 Grand Final. There is a photo of us and our devastation afterwards. When Geelong played Hawthorn in the 1989 Grand Final I was on a road trip to Lake Eyre with two friends, and on that Saturday we drove four hours or so to a pub that was showing it. We sat in the mostly empty front bar and drank beer and then went and kicked a footy with the aboriginal kids outside afterwards. Two years ago, we were in Istanbul and couldn't find a tv showing it. There were phone calls to my dad and brother who were both there but not sitting together. And last year, we were at friends' watching, and that of course was depressing.
So I figured this might be the last chance for a long time? It would be a really feel-good moment to all be together if they win.
So I formed a wild and crazy plan to drive up there, check into a motel nearby, lie low and then about an hour before the game, ring their doorbell and just be there. Mad and spontaneous.
Great plan, innit?
Booked the motel, printed out google maps, have a little bookshop to visit half an hour out of Canberra tomorrow morning, a little side activity.
Princess jumped on board and is very excited. I had to tell my mum, and yesterday my Dad (because he asked me and Princess to the Parade today. Never been to the Parade, never want to go) and I swore them to secrecy.
I want it to be a complete and utter surprise and my sister and her husband and children are all very loud people so it will be effective and satisfying.
EXCEPT for my fucking tooth.
I went to the dentist Wednesday morning for further work on a root canal. I wasn't in pain, just having to floss frequently because the tooth had chipped. But it wasn't bad, he said, luckily I hadn't cracked the tooth, blah blah blah. He cleaned it out (again) and while it didn't hurt, it was unpleasant. I'm not good with things in my mouth. I think I've mentioned here before I used to have dreams of my mouth and throat being filled with cotton wool or barbed wire or broken glass and me having to breathe around it all the while trying to pull the stuff out.
If I believed in previous lives I would think I was probably buried alive, with dirt filling my nose and mouth and throat.
I also have a fear of me or someone I'm with choking on food and dying.
The tooth was ok when I left. It was ok for the rest of that day. A little tender but I wouldn't say painful.
Yesterday I went to work, and it was still the same, ok but not terrible.
Then last night, Clokey and I went out to dinner.
We went to a new place in Fitzroy Street called Waldorf diner (they really shouldn't call it a diner, just Waldorf would be fine) and enjoyed the food. Sausages, bread, all made on the premises. Slow-cooked food, beautiful pork-belly, divine beef carpaccio. Only one mention of "foam" on the menu and it wasn't really; more a potato puree and yummy.
The tooth was fine. I chewed on the other side, but no real problems there.
We came home, to watch the Footy Show (I couldn't bear it, what a horrible show it is, all the prancing around of the "hosts" it's like watching a neighbourhood kid's concert) and we had some ice cream.
Maybe it was the ice cream, but my tooth has gone from not terrible to very terrible.
Before I turned my light out in bed last night, it was so painful, I couldn't read my book. I took two Nurofen, and that must've helped because I managed to sleep until 5am when it woke me up.
Since then, I dozed, and now I don't know what to do.
I am miserable right now with this tooth, and I am in the comfort of my own home with my dentist virtually around the corner.
What will I be driving off to?
Is there dust in Canberra?
What will the weather be like?
Will the Cats lose?
Will it be worth it or will the whole weekend be a disaster?
Is my tooth a bad sign?
I feel a wreck, so tired, with a headache (referred pain?) and a tooth that's killing me.
All I want to do is crawl back into bed, but I need to get in the car and drive all day.
Was it the ice cream that triggered it?
Will it settle down again if I avoid ice cream? (Easy enough to do.)
What should I do?
I'm a stubborn person. Once I get an idea in my head, I don't want to change a plan. Especially when it involves such delicious surprise and fun.
UPDATE - my lovely dentist rang back, he is going to organise some antibiotics and Panadeine Forte for me. He thinks working on the tooth has stirred something up, and the antibiotics will help. I am anti the antis, but in matters like this, I will take them happily. So yay, let me go now. Get ready, get the drugs and head off. Will report back Monday.